PREMONITION

For the last few days I’ve been haunted by a premonition of being hit by a speeding bus from the side.

All day I have tried to erase this tormenting thought from my mind, attempting to filter out this negative and frightening vision.

In positivity I am being careful more although it is easy to feel paranoid. Crossing the roads has been strange and I’ve not wanted to take any chances.

I will continue to pray at this and mentally chip away the horrendous clip.

Maybe I deserved this or maybe it’s a warning, or maybe just a random thing my brain is doing. I know the road I have seen the bus in too but I never even go there anymore, but the sight of that bus head on towards me is scary.

I don’t want to be roadkill.