SUFFER

It has'nt been an easy 2 months for yours truely.

Inside the workload of University has trebbled, quadrupled and the information overload has been an oppression on me I have so far managed to hide. That oppression has started to seep through

"go see a doctor Ken"

I must have done something to be allowed to suffer internally with this torment.

"get anger management counseling Ken"

I really want to hit something or someone.

"we all suffer sometimes Ken"

I've had enough...

"go to church and get help Ken"

I know there will be those who will enjoy the thought of me depressed, angry, sad and wanting to quit.

"we believe in you Hero, remember the babyface shine"

Enjoy it while it lasts chumps! I have come back from worse and I am stilll alive and I don't intend on moving anytime soon.

I must endure...


Perhaps this is a test.


...

BLADE

Props to Alex Shelley of TNA Wrestling for refusing to 'blade' for a match. According to an ICW report, Alex has been known to have never bladed in his wrestling career and is also known to have said he would never do.

This refusal of blading is said to have caused some heat in his direction. Personally I think that self harm is a very personal thing and whether you in a paid occupation you still have the human rights to say no.

During my own previous wrestling stint I was also against the idea of blading. I am morally against that kind of thing... and hey! it leaves a scar.

If wrestlers want to blade job fair enough but I think it should be down to choice. And if that choice is a no the match they are in should be altered.

We all can't be Corino after all :)

EXPLORER

Zip and Star have been getting braver these last few days now they have started to venture in the garden.

I caught this photo of Zip playing in the grass and enjoying the sunlight. A different story for when it is nighttime, as Zip is in true Nightwatcher mode making the backyard network of Keynsham his New York City.

CROSS

So many cross necklaces being worn these days as a fashion accessory, or somebodys 'bling'. Sometimes in tattoo form too.

The simple 't' shape of this emblem has been decorated, doctored, and paraded.

I bear this emblem, this letter 't' as an insignia of who I answer to.

Some may forget the real reason for the cross...

is the man that was once sacrificed upon it.

he who I answer to.

PROCESS

I can't wait to see the finished version of this.

TURF

Zip and Star had an adventure in the back garden.

They both looked around and explored a lot and were getting a general feel for the outside.It got dark and they were left to it, half an hour later there was a THUD! on the patio door.

I went over to investigate and saw that one of the HUGE and nasty Tortoiseshell cats that live over the back fence had gotten in the garden. I went out and shoo'ed the cat away but Zip and Star were nowhere to be seen. Rushed back into the kitchen (where the cat flap is) to find Star was very shaken and frightened but Zip was still not back. Moments later, Zip came back in through the cat flap but not frightened, his tail was all frizzy as cats get like that in a stand off.

It would appear Zip stayed outside against the bigger and nastier cat from over the fence before I chased it off. I could'nt see him in the dark at all since he's so pitch black in colour. I was pretty proud of Zip who stood his ground and for his sister. He could have easily made a retreat as opposed to staying outside having a showdown with a meaner cat 3 times his size.

I feel the territory wars have just begun.

FIRST

I just joined Blogspot/Blogger. I hope to have some fun here and post some great blogs.

===HERO/KEN