SUFFER

It has'nt been an easy 2 months for yours truely.

Inside the workload of University has trebbled, quadrupled and the information overload has been an oppression on me I have so far managed to hide. That oppression has started to seep through

"go see a doctor Ken"

I must have done something to be allowed to suffer internally with this torment.

"get anger management counseling Ken"

I really want to hit something or someone.

"we all suffer sometimes Ken"

I've had enough...

"go to church and get help Ken"

I know there will be those who will enjoy the thought of me depressed, angry, sad and wanting to quit.

"we believe in you Hero, remember the babyface shine"

Enjoy it while it lasts chumps! I have come back from worse and I am stilll alive and I don't intend on moving anytime soon.

I must endure...


Perhaps this is a test.


...

BLADE

Props to Alex Shelley of TNA Wrestling for refusing to 'blade' for a match. According to an ICW report, Alex has been known to have never bladed in his wrestling career and is also known to have said he would never do.

This refusal of blading is said to have caused some heat in his direction. Personally I think that self harm is a very personal thing and whether you in a paid occupation you still have the human rights to say no.

During my own previous wrestling stint I was also against the idea of blading. I am morally against that kind of thing... and hey! it leaves a scar.

If wrestlers want to blade job fair enough but I think it should be down to choice. And if that choice is a no the match they are in should be altered.

We all can't be Corino after all :)